In these images, I play into this idea of self expression being a difficult and sometimes even painful thing to do. Changing how you present yourself to society comes with many challenges; In my case, those challenges mostly present themselves in my relationship with family. I have been told from a young age that I must act a certain way in order to fit in and live a life modeled by the patriarchy. The more and more I go throughout my life, the more I see how I have been suppressing my true self to prevent conflict with those around me. With these photos I want to show that a man should be able to present himself as feminine without being looked down upon or perceived as weaker; to familiarize myself and others with the idea of being a man on your own terms.
Masculinity
For this project I continued to explore the topic of wanting to remove a part of one's self. During the process of the Bloodletting project, and while thinking about the concept more deeply, I realized that these parts of myself that I wanted to remove were affecting the way I present myself to the world around me. I believe it’s fair to say that these parts I want to remove are parts of myself that I hate, and in turn, affect my self perception and identity. I thought about the ways in which the patriarchal norms surrounding masculinity change the ways men present themselves to society, and how these changes can affect mental health and self perception.